third post of the day .. (1029pm)
reply for the person :

if its really really really really my fault , then i apologise . hating my own cousin ??? it never ever across my damn mind . tak pernah terlintas .. not even once .. GOSH !!!

tantrums ??? when did i ever have tantrum ?? or when did i get angry ??
the way i talk ?? i tink i said in my normal tone .. if u tink im throwing any tantrum to you , i super sorry .. but seriously , im acting like my normal self ..

and biler kat bilik , i just look at u and why is there a need for u to shout at me ?? i will ask u back , if u were in my position , do u like it ??

like i said , im not angry or jealous at you or someone . ITS JUST REMIND ME OF SOMEONE . i wanna get this guy out of my mind, that why im like avoiding u when u people meet .. i dun want to spoil ur laughter wit hym ..

but what ever it is , i dun want this to countinue any longer .. i want this to stop at this exact time . i want the normal us back before this fighting . the laughter and all ... and yar , sorri for involving ur frends . please please stop here ..