What wrong sey ??? you called && start to get angry with me ?? i know that you miss me .. i miss you too .. its has been one week we have not meet with each other .. thiss week you have your SL camp && you went out with your cousin && next week you'r going for your OBS . When you said that you felt like asif you do not have any girlfriend it hurts me alot .. && you encourage me to lie to my parents .. if lying is not a sinful thing , i will do that zillion of tyme just to meet you ..then you expect me to beg my parents zillion of time until i get scolding rabak rabak from them .. you called me in the middle of the night to said sorry && you bring up that topic again .. i know you are angry at me ... i know you have wait patiently . i too misses you damn bloddy much ! its just that my parents tak kasi keluar ... even my sisters pon mcm gitu .. i have try my best to ask my parents . i just don't want to cross their limit . i know what will i get if i cross their limit .. && i think you know too ... me takot ngan my parents ... i have been living with them for 15 years and i know who they are .. i feel that i am use less gf . i can't give wat my bf wants . i can't alays be there for him . i am sorry that you felt this way .. but my love for you increase every single second even when i am not with you .. Who am i to you ?? do you still love me like the way i love you ? heard you cry yesterday make me feel guilty ... i know you want to spend time with me going shopping ... one day we will shop together .. but you have to wait . the day will surely come .. sometime my friends do scold my cause i can't go out with them .. it hurts but i keep it to myself .. this is who i am .. this is how my life goes .. come on sayang .. i asked you to let this metter rest for awhile until we both calm down and we will sort thing out peacfully .. but you said that nothing can be change .. why are you giving up soo fast .. i know how you feel .. you can slplit out all those chibye , sial , stupid word .. i don't care .. i know you are a hot-tempered guy && you a non-patience guy .. but can't you wait just for me ?? now you said , we do our own thing && you will not force me to go out .. i will do anything you say .. i just wanna beg you , dun give up on our relationship .. i love you super duper uber damn bloody much .. the first time when we were togehter , we fail to make the relationship stay ... now that we gave this relationship the second chance , i want it to stay forever .. u told my that u felt left out when u go out with ur friends or cousin .. i have been like that too .. i know how you feel .... i love you soo much MUHAMMAD HAFIZZ AZIZI !! && i am sorry for everything i did that hurt you ..
Love Keena .