its been days i last update.. going to school is my type for now.. i am soo in love with my classmate... everyday without fail, they will make me laugh with their every single jokes.. exam is in 2 weeks time && i need to concentrate during lesson.. i need to buck up!!

i noe that this thing will 100% surely happend. && my guess is right. Since we are in different class, i think our friendship is drifting away. We are not close like before. I fell like im left out cause when i asked u ppl what happen, you guys will always say nothing.. One problem after another.. && its the same problem, FRIENDSHIP! We are falling apart lar people.. im soo need a break.. && since u have forgived her, you are closer to her. && u will be her 'sister'. I am not asking you to choose anyone oof us. I know how u feel to be the center person.. Ijust want the best for the both of you.. && u said that im hated.. Seriously i dun care.. one come and one go. At last some must give in, kan? I just cant asked myself to forgive her for now cause none of my bestfriend have never treat me like that.. i myself didn't wished this to happend... Can i go far far away to put every single problem behind.. and that how i feel since begining of this year..

ps: daddy, can i buker with my classmate this saturday?? PLEASE!!!